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In Praise of Home
Posted in family, Imagery, Photography, poetry, tagged Bill Griffin, Fred Chappell, imagery, nature poetry, NC Poets, poetry, PRAISES, Shelby Stephenson, Southern writing on August 18, 2023| 4 Comments »
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[with poems from Shelby Stephenson’s PRAISES]
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The World Leads Us to the Arts and Back
+++ for Sam Ragan (December 31, 1915 – May 11, 1996)
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How glad I am that my school helped move your hand toward journalism
and poetry and democracy with a little “d.” Cleveland High School:
This land of ours if full of schools, schools both great and
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small; when it comes to praising them, why my school beats them all.
I’m proud you graduated from my Johnston County alma mater. I’m
sorry your family lost the farm in Granville, around Berea, Shake Rag,
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Stem. You came to Bailey’s Crossroads, lived near Ebenezer Church,
among the Ogburns; your love of words showered acres, snuffling the
burning crosses. Hope was your story, lyric, svelte. Poverty? You
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wrote in “That Summer”: “a wild turkey flew out of the woods / And
even if it was out of season, He fed a family for two days. / And it was
better than that mud turtle / That looked like mud and tasted
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like mud.” I loved to walk into your office piled high with papers.
You’d peer over them, rise, jingle some change in your pocket and say,
“Well, what do you know?” “On a scale of one to five, Sam, about
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minus two,” I’d say. Your vacations you took in your office, mostly.
Sunday mornings? When I’d drive by, I’d see your Buick parked beside
The Pilot.
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Shelby Stephenson
from PRAISES, Main Street Rag Publishing Company, Charlotte, North Carolina. © 2021.
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Can a poem which is simply a list mean anything? Can a list of place names – counties and towns and neighborhoods and destinations – catch in the throat and widen the eyes? What are all these words if not the name someone has found for home?
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Canton, Carolina, Carrollton, Carpinteria, Cary, Chapel Hill,
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Driving south from Ohio, we exit I-77 at Pearisburg (the four-lane still under construction up the escarpment), careen switchbacks from Fancy Gap to Mount Airy, then cross the state line into North Carolina: at their first glimpse of Pilot Mountain, my parents break out in unison every time, “Here’s to the Land of the Longleaf Pine, a summer land where the sun doth shine . . . .”
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Cleveland, Columbia, Dan, Dauphin, Durham, Edenton,
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But I wasn’t born here. I didn’t grow up here. A couple of summer weeks in Morehead with Nana, Bogue Sound funk and fig preserves; in Hamlet, the iron bed in the back bedroom with Grandaddy’s snores, his Old Spice and gun oil; a swing past the house on Runymede near Old Salem where Mom grew up – phantoms, atavisms, only glimpses and dreams, none of them really my home. So why do the names in Shelby Stephenson’s Precedence, the introductory poem in his book PRAISES, why do they have the power to squeeze my heart?
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Hamlet, Harnett, Highlands, Hillsborough, Huntersville,
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Five days after we married Linda and I moved to Durham: June 20, 1974. That’s hot breath on the neck of fifty years in North Carolina and Lord how I have wanted to call this place my home! The generations of Griffins plowing fields in Union County, can they bring me home? Great-grandmother Griffin holding me on her knee in that old photo in Mt. Gilead above the dam, can she? Two kids born in Durham County General, two grandkids at Hugh Chatham in Elkin, surely they must be able. There must be something that can heal me of the apprehension that in any conversation someone may at any moment accuse, “You’re not from around here, are you?”
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Nashville, New Bern, New Hope, Neuse, Northampton, North Wilkesboro
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This book of Shelby’s has come as close as anything. His long and careful listing A to Z – I read and recall all the clay and sand and sod Linda and I have trod. That summer we lived in Clinton and she learned to drive. The sweet corn from his garden Dr. Murphy bestowed when I externed with him in Hillsborough. Two little kids with us on those rotations in Fayetteville, Goldsboro, Mt. Olive. Every detail of all the lighthouses climbed, of Tryon Palace, of the Town Creek Mounds, of our little patch of Blue Ridge. Hiking the state parks and greenways and nature trails in all seasons and all weathers, even Nags Head Woods in February and Roanoke Sound beginning to freeze. Years and changes and the earth moving beneath our feet.
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Wake Forest, Waxhaw, Weaverville, Weymouth, Winston-Salem
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Dang, I guess we are from around here. Thank you, Shelby, you who still live on Paul’s Hill in the house where you were born, thank you for opening the door that invites us all inside to discover that we’re home.
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After that one prefatory poem, each page of Shelby Stephenson’s PRAISES is just that – praise and homage for those who have created literature and art in North Carolina for 300 years. He begins with John Lawson (b. 1674) and George Moses Horton (b. ~1798) and ends a hundred pages later with Jill McCorkle (b. 1958) and Randall Kenan (b. 1963). Many of the poems are rooted in anecdote and personal friendship but they reach into the heart of everything that makes the writing vital. Perhaps there is no North Carolinian past or present who could have created such a treasure. As Ron Smith writes on the cover, “Shelby Stephenson does not offer lyric effusion in a neutral space; he demonstrates that Emerson’s “the mind of the Past” is best encountered through the generous sensibility of a grounded poet. . . . This volume should be in every collection devoted to Southern Studies.”
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. . . Every form grows beauty
and impermanence, layers of voices, precise as one head, hand, face,
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page, pen.
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Making Words Breathe Conscience
+++ for Jaki Shelton Green (June 19, 1953 – )
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One day I went to her poetry reading.
I stole tones and breaths of her poet’s song.
I could hear Billie Holliday singing “Strange Fruit.”
I wanted to ask for mercy,
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Undo history’s botched economics,
when the mercury’s 103 and there is
more to do with heat than trees.
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I stubbed my toe in the room,
to doubt the river branching
blossoms, watery,
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in Efland
running
with wild deer and rabbits,
Carolina wrens turning
oceans to hope,
a thing with hymns
and children whiling
desire, their shoes digging
ruts a flagpole schools.
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Possums wobbled
cobbled swamps,
home of the blue-tailed hare.
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Listen, she hears this.
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Shelby Stephenson
from PRAISES, Main Street Rag Publishing Company, Charlotte, North Carolina. © 2021.
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Looking for the Apple Tree
. +++ for Fred Chappell (May 28, 1936 – )
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+++ HIS NAME that was ever used was Stovebolt Johnson and he was a short
+++ black man, heavily muscled, a chunk of a man.” (The opening sentence in
+++ the story “Blue Dive” in Moments of Light)
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++++++++++ I
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He loves to salute with a drink
And raise a wrinkling thumb
Towards intellection, think,
I mean, then throw all thought to some
Seeming lore a shortstop
Might snag, talking up baseball.
He can carry on about a hog-box
And make you see the hog, a Farmall
In the mix, and Pope, too,
Alexander, I mean: never would he
Name a poem for any part of the pope, though.
His work’s morality plays the wee
Canton, his stomping ground, though he left
It here and there,
For occasional sightings as allegory.
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++++++++++ II
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I’ve seen Lee Jones ride a bucket down
To clean out our lot-well
And to retrieve my mother’s doggie, brownie.
I read River to a bunch of students
Once and they sprouted shoots and shouts
When I danced in front of them,
Letting Virgil Campbell swear he could
Shoot the god-raging Pigeon swurging
In his pants, the yard, the rose
Garden gate, open, debris watering fast
Familiar voices gushing from a cathedral funeral,
Yet common as a mule drinking water from a trough,
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And, lo, Fred came out with three more volumes,
Bloodfire, Wind Mountain, Earthsleep,
And I was sore surprised the tenor
Of the faces of parents and grandparents,
The children passing by, the cornered bull
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In the pasture, all lounged animals and human flesh
In lineages for miles to keep away
The drinking Virgil put into words,
The fish slapping and sliding for lures
Snagging murmurs of drifting glasses
Shot-filled and choked with gregarious whiffs
Undoing his own talking.
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++++++++++ III
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In prose, essays, fiction,
Short stories, forms diction,
Multi-told tales along
Side villanelles, sestinas, you name it, Infinity, Plus One,
The scattered debris of chewed billy goat wads,
the cuds of cows on the Blue Ridge, the lows
Murmuring indolence dependent
On freedom he lends
To every piece, hails,
Then takes on the world again and nails
A greeting the page spans – he makes me laugh right out and smile
Aslant at rhythms working syllables mile by mile
Until haints themselves
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wallow down beside me, as if to say,
Goodnight, Somewhere, there’s a beyond
The world’s engine dawdles:
The raised fist for freedom
Shines humor for consolation;
Wanting not to be bored, the Muse of Music
Surprises him with more news,
A book of verse, collection of stories, another novel.
Universes, constellations, – lower
Shoals for minnows fanning
Swirling apple blossoms bedding
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Shelby Stephenson
from PRAISES, Main Street Rag Publishing Company, Charlotte, North Carolina. © 2021.
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Shelby Stephenson earned many awards for teaching during his long tenure at UNC Pembroke, where he also edited Pembroke Magazine and raised it to national prominence. He served as Poet Laureate of North Carolina 2015-2018. Recent books: Possum (Bright Hill Press), winner of Brockman-Campbell Award; Elegies for Small Game (Press 53), winner of Roanoke-Chowan Award; Family Matters: Homage to July, the Slave Girl (Bellday Books), the Bellday Prize; Paul’s Hill: Homage to Whitman (Sir Walter Press); Our World (Press 53); Fiddledeedee (The Bunny and the Crocodile Press; reprinted by Press 53); Nin’s Poem (St. Andrews University Press); Slavery and Freedom on Paul’s Hill (Press 53); Shelby’s Lady: The Hog Poems (Fernwood Press). He lives at the homeplace on Paul’s Hill, where he was born.
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Author Clyde Edgerton says of Shelby: “He writes poems that skin raccoons, sweeten the pot-likker, shine through the window, and sing like a gold and silver bird. I’m lucky to know the boy.”
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Lily of the Mountains
Posted in family, Imagery, Photography, poetry, tagged Bill Griffin, Frank X Walker, imagery, nature photography, poetry, Southern writing on August 4, 2023| 13 Comments »
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[with poems by Frank X Walker]
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Statues of Liberty
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mamma scrubbed
rich white porcelain
and hard wood floors
on her hands and knees
hid her pretty face and body
in sack dresses
and aunt jemima scarves
from predators
who assumed
for a few extra dollars
before christmas
in dark kitchen pantries
they could unwrap her
present
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aunt helen, her sister
took in miss emereen’s laundry
every Saturday morning
sent it back
had washed, air dried,
starched
ironed, folded
and cleaner
than any professional service
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she waited patiently
for her good white woman
to die
and make good on her promise
to leave her
a little something
only to leave her first
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aunt bertha, the eldest
exported her maternal skills
to suburbia
to provide surrogate attention
to children of money and privilege
and spent every other moment
preaching about
the richness of the afterlife
before the undertaker
took her
to see for herself
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housekeepers
washer women
maids
a whole generation
of portable day care centers
traded their days for dimes
allowing other women
the freedom to shop
and sunbathe
the opportunity to school
or work
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this curse-swallowing sorority
dodged dicks
and bosses
before postwar women
punched clocks
they birthed civil and human rights
gave the women’s movement
legs
sacrificed their then
to pave the way for a NOW
their hard-earned pennies
sent us off to college
and into the world
our success is their reward
we are their monuments
but they
are our statues of liberty
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Frank X Walker
from Affrilachia, Old Cove Press, Lexington KY. © 2000
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She and I squat beside the mudgreen puddle and discover a universe. I can’t quit watching the inch-long worms grubbing through the muck, their muscular tubular bodies, how they poke their siphon up to the break the surface tension. Is that the head-end or the butt-end? Lily points out the cadres of dusky tadpoles, some sprouting new legs, and she suspects they’re connected to the vibrato croaks we’ll soon hear from overhanging branches at dusk. Lily’s mom, Jodi, and I play Dueling Nature Apps to see who can broadcast Cope’s Grey Treefrog first.
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In a couple of weeks, Lily will return to Kentucky for her senior year at Berea. I don’t know her major but her field of study is the earth and all that’s in it. When she was seven (and eight, and nine . . .) and came down from West Virginia to North Carolina to spend a summer week at Camp Auntie Lin & Uncle Bill, she was the little girl picking up every bug we encountered and calling out the name of every bird that sang. This afternoon she has showed me her newest drawings: wildflowers, amphibians, a howling wolf. Her big plush firefly is already packed with her other critters for college. If your home is a cabin in the woods and your mother is a Park Service Ranger, how could you become other than a lily of the mountains?
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Now the shadows are stretching out across the Crownbeard and Yarrow and the last breeze of July has knocked off several degrees. Jodi’s birthday gathering with sisters draws to an end; Linda, Saul, and I have to head back south. Tomorrow at first light the roofers will arrive with slate-gray tin for Jodi and Lily’s new cabin, and the two women ask me for one last favor. I lug three stout logs from the woodpile and stand them on end to half ring the tadpole puddle. Jodi will flag it so the drivers don’t squash their trucks through the little persistent pool of new life. For the next two weeks, Lily will visit every day to mark the tree frogs’ and peepers’ metamorphosis. When she completes her classes in the spring and drives east again on Rte. 60, the Midland Trail, back to this little hilltop of trees and creatures, no doubt a new chorus will greet her.
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I am thankful for names that anchor their meaning into my sieve-like memory – Tetraptera; Erythrophthalmus; Frank X Walker. I noticed poems by Frank X popping up in my favorite anthologies, like Black Nature and The Ecopoetry Anthology. The universe kept inviting me to read more, to add this new species to my lexicon, and then I discovered that Frank X Walker will be the instructor at the inaugural Tremont Writer’s Workshop in the Smokies. The universe led me to his books.
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Affrilachia is deep as the Ohio River Valley and broad as the Cumberland Mountains; it is angry and also healing, somber and laugh-out-loud. Most of all, Affrilachia is unique. Frank X Walker’s voice is true and sure from page to page to page but what a voice, rural and hip, local and universal, Southern and Black. I could not put this collection down. Then twenty years later, with many other books in between, comes Last Will, Last Testament. This is an extremely focused book, the first months of his son’s birth and the last month’s of his father’s death, but within these transecting interconnected events the man tells his entire life’s story. He concludes In Another Universe with these lines: Forgiveness is our new last name, / Loving is our first. But he is not describing some distant unattainable universe; these lines are the universe of Frank X Walker’s now. From isolation, loss, and pain come revelation and joy. I have been richly blessed by these poems.
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Tetraptera means ‘four wings’ and is the species name of Carolina Silverbell. Erythrophthalmus means ‘red eye’ and is the species name for Eastern Towhee. Frank X Walker means ‘multidisciplinary artist’ and first African American poet laureate of Kentucky and he has been voted one of the most creative professors in the South. Frank X is founding editor of pluck! The Journal of Affrilachian Arts & Culture and is Professor of English and African American and Africana Studies at the University of Kentucky in Lexington.
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Harvest Time
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Cancer came
on quiet possum feet
disguised as pneumonia,
until the steady hack and cough
just wouldn’t go away.
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Everybody but him had forgotten
that he smoked
two packs a day for fifty years.
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When he added up the cost,
realized he could buy that tiller
he wanted +++ in a month,
he took his last puff
and quit +++ without blinking.
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If only he could use it
on the tension in this room
and plow up the nastiness,
mistrust, and division
rooted in the dirt
from a past he can no longer
turn under the ground.
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Frank X Walker
from Last Will, Last Testament, Accents Publishing, Lexington KY. © 2019
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Afrofuturistic Messaging
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When I hear him laughing
until he runs out of breath,
gulping more air and giggling again
at something unseen in the ether,
or catch him staring intently
over my shoulder
in the direction
of our Dogon masks
at something invisible
and possibly vibrating
in a spectrum of light only accessible
to the newly-arrived
or those about to depart,
I assume it is you +++ or mama
continuing one of the last and best
conversations you had on this side,
or exchanging coordinates.
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He, barely a haiku, had just met you
and began jabbering and cooing
in couplets, like an old friend
from some other space and time.
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You were even happier
to stare into familiar eyes,
to be comforted
about all that was ahead,
to catch up
with the old and the knew,
the breath between you
transforming into something
interdimensional,
the twinkle in your eye
starlight
from another galaxy.
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Frank X Walker
from Last Will, Last Testament, Accents Publishing, Lexington KY. © 2019
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Affrilachia
(for gurney & anne)
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thoroughbred racing
and hee haw
are burdensome images
for kentucky sons
venturing beyond the mason-dixon
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anywhere in appalachia
is about as far
as you could get
from our house
in the projects
yet
a mutual appreciation
for fresh greens
and cornbread
an almost heroic notion
of family
and porches
makes us kinfolk
somehow
but having never ridden
bareback
or sidesaddle
and being inexperienced
at cutting
hanging
or chewing tobacco
yet still feeling
complete and proud to say
that some of the bluegrass
is black
enough to know
that being ‘colored’ and all
is generally lost
somewhere between
the dukes of hazzard
and the beverly hillbillies
but if you think
makin’ ‘shine from corn
is as hard as kentucky coal
imagine being
an Affrilachian
poet
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Frank X Walker
from Affrilachia, Old Cove Press, Lexington KY. © 2000
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Magic?
Posted in family, music, Photography, poetry, tagged Bill Griffin, family, imagery, Michael Hettich, nature, nature photography, poetry, Southern writing on July 14, 2023| 17 Comments »
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[with 3 poems by Michael Hettich]
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Abide with Me (excerpt)
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That first year together, we lived in the shadow
of a fishing line factory, next to a super
highway, under a railroad bridge,
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behind a field of junked cars – mountains
of tires, hub caps, and smashed glass – and we
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prayed fervently for our love to return
this world to the poised grace we could imagine
when we touched each other just right, or when we saw sunlight
glint on the stream full of chemicals and junk
that ran by the factory walls.
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We prayed with our yearning. That year we could float things
in midair on the hymns
we sang in perfect harmony.
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We practiced one hymn – “Abide With Me” –
until we could lift cancered minnows from that stream,
until we could lift stray cats and junkyard dogs,
until we could lift each other as high
as our voices carried. We harmonized versions
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of our families and secrets, until we could float
each other in unison, knowing if we fell silent
for even on moment, we’d fall . . .
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Michael Hettich
from The Halo of Bees
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When did I lose my knack for magic? Oh, I can still work what from a distance appears to be magic. I can wiggle my nose and make a seven-year old girl laugh. I can pull from my tall black hat the Latin binomial for obscure little flowers that most people don’t even consider flowers. I can perform any number of spells that compel my wee ancient mother to say , “You’re such a good boy.”
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I don’t mean I can’t work magic; I mean I’m afraid I’ve lost the knack of magic working me. This morning the home health aide arrived to ride herd on Mom and Dad so I could spend the morning on the beach with grandson Bert and friends. The kid dads had planned some long postponed surf fishing; while Anthony dug for mole crabs, Josh whirled the casting net into the waves and hoped for minnows. On the third throw he brought up two tiny pompano the size of silver dollars and slipped them into a blue plastic bucket of sea water.
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Bert, Wyatt, and Mari were more than rapt. The magic of flipping silvery fishes totally captured them and transported them into a new realm. Who would have thought four- and five-year olds could stare into a bucket for a solid hour? The magic of touching those velvet smooth wriggles, the magical bigness of becoming the ones responsible for bringing fresh water from the waves and moving the bucket with the shifting shade, the shocking magic of closeness, even intimacy, with something up until now just so many pictures in books – the magic worked those children. I witnessed their magic and regret to confess that I until I did I had only seen those little fish as bait.
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That same evening I drove Mom and Dad over to Bogue Sound – Josh and Bert were going to catch a crab. The tide was right; the dead fish on a string was acceptably fragrant; the blue crab crept closer through the reeds. On his second try, Josh scooped up the dangerous decapod with a dip net and untangled his swimmerets and claws until he plopped into the blue bucket of sound water. A feisty one! Every time Bert moved his hand, the crab snapped claws up out of the water with undaunted ferocity. Bert was magic-smacked. “I never thought I would get this close to a real crab!” This from the boy with a hundred plastic sea creatures of every class, order, and family.
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Perhaps I’ve lost the knack to be worked by magic because I read too much about and spend too little time staring into the blue depths of this unrelentingly odd and utterly magical universe. Perhaps the only hope for me is to catch a little magic as it streams off the children who are still so joyously connected to it. Or perhaps there are others also willing to share their magic. Those persons around me who are inching ever nearer to the magic as the long years of their living come ever nearer to their ending. Driving home from Bert and the Sound at dusk, Mom riding shotgun, I mention, “This is a good time of evening to see bunnies, Mom. Keep your eyes peeled.”
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We turn the corner and Mom spots her at once, a fat cottontail smack in the middle of the neighbor’s lawn. And then we see her two smaller companions, the three of them considering us and chewing thoughtfully as we pass. Mom laughs and claps. “Oh Billy, how did you know we’d see bunnies? It’s just like magic!”
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One magic that poetry works is to occupy a different life. In Michael Hettich’s poems, he often seems to occupy several lives, each one exceedingly strange and each entirely commonplace. Through the thirty some years that the poems in this collection occupy, the writer walks around trying on other people’s lives. The surprise of his body may be rivers, trees, dry grass, a child sprouting wings. Bodies may be seedpods or they may burst into flame, they might be figures that dissolve into night or into water. These strange and wonderful transpositions and transformations are not fearful or repulsive – we as readers simply step into these bodies with Michael and become part of the magic.
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This is the magic of wildness. Repeatedly, the poems remind us and display for us how wildness is at the heart of each of us. And this is the magic of music, not that the poem uses music to achieve its end but that the noise the world makes is music — poem discovers it and it reveals magic. So many of Michael’s characters sing. Or become song. Those not known for music as well as those whose music we have shut out of our busy non-wild lives. Michael sings, his wife sings, his father and family sing, and the songs weave magic that levitates and elevates and brings joy. When the ringing of my ears and of my machines has deafened me to the everything that makes up this universe of ours – the only known residence, after all, of magic – I know I can return to these poems and be restored.
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The Halo of Bees, New & Selected Poems 1990-2022, Michael Hettich. Press 53, Winston-Salem NC, © 2023
Today’s post features “Selected” poems from the collection. Also see last week’s post, Catch Fire, which features “New” poems.
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The Frogs
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He loved frogs, so he spent his afternoons
wading in the tall grass, or standing in the leafy water
where the stream turned. Charmed by their stories
of woods and muck, he practiced singing with them
at dusk at pond’s edge, while his mother and father
sat talking, with their cocktails, on the porch. As dark fell
his parent called him, most evenings, for dinner,
but sometimes they let him stay down there until the frogs
were hushed by the cicadas, whose conversations
startled him back to himself. He wandered
up to the house through the tall grass, through the dark,
still singing in his own language. Don’t think of him now,
drinking in a city bar, talking to strangers
who ignore him. Don’t think of him walking out into
the empty street, slightly drunk. He’ll be fine.
Think instead of that walk through the dark wet grass,
the sound of a child’s body moving through the grass;
think instead of those frogs falling silent, of that forest,
of mushrooms that push up overnight like elbows
in the moon-drenched mind of the woods.
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Michael Hettich
from The Halo of Bees
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House of Light
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Someone breaks open like a seedpod or a flower
to spill out across the street, and we all keep walking by
because it is too beautiful to notice, or too frightening,
as the river just moves on, the clothed and dreaming river,
the speaking river feeling just the way it needs to, nothing more.
There are feathers in the sky. Say birds, generic things,
or simply ignore them. But what about those other people
bursting into flame? will the singe you? Step away
from those other fires, as though you weren’t wild yourself
in all the parts that matter: in your blood and vivid thinking, seeing
colors for their secrets: how to move and be and feel
until you burst aflame. Some buildings built of stone are made
to echo now and then, forever – no one can escape –
but others made of wood are filled with window after window,
so many windows you could ever open all of them
in a single lifetime. No one lives that long. But you could open some.
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Michael Hettich
from The Halo of Bees
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