Posts Tagged ‘nature photography’
Choice / No Choice
Posted in ecology, Ecopoetry, tagged Bill Griffin, Denton Loving, Ecopoetry, Feller, nature, nature photography, nature poetry, poetry, Southern writing on November 14, 2025| 5 Comments »
.
[with 3 poems by Denton Loving]
.
Lake Sagatagan Summer
.
After evensong at the abbey, we walk circles
in the woods, weaving through deerflies
.
in kamikaze flights. The cerulean warbler
mates among these trees, we’re told,
.
so we keep vigil for blue flickers in the leaves.
So far, nothing. On half-submerged logs
.
turtles perch like hard-shelled gods –
We canoe to the deepest part of the lake
.
before we can talk about who we were
before the other existed as witness.
.
Night descends, and we have to compete
with the liturgy of loons,
.
but here, surrounded by water, by darkness,
is the only safe place to tell the truth.
.
Denton Loving
from Feller, Mercer University Press, Macon GA; © 2025
.
❦ ❦ ❦
.
Last month I took a walk in the woods with my brother Bob, visiting from Montana. Here in North Carolina it was 78 and sunny, leaves still on the trees, plenty of shade. Bob wore a long-sleeve shirt rated SPF 50, sun blocking mitts, a neck gaiter pulled up over his ears, and a broad-brimmed hat. Yesterday I spent four hours with Dad at the plastic surgeon’s office. Besides freezing several superficial cancers on Dad’s scalp, she gave him the option of not treating the half-inch basal cell cancer on his nose. After all, he’s 99. What if he should choose to just ignore that cancer?
.
My brother seems to be choosing to live another thirty years skin cancer free. My father seems to have chosen never to wear a hat. Bob lives in the future. Dad lives with his past. The sun shines on us all. But this is not a microessay about UV protection or dermatologic wellness.
.
God sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. If you are trying to farm in an arid plain like Judea, rain is not a downer but a blessing. The threatening proposition would seem to be, The sun shines on us all. But here’s a phrase even more ominous – He lives with his past. As Linda and I drive through the neighborhood this morning, she asks me if I’m OK after I let out a deep involuntary sigh. Am I OK? Where did that come from? I tick back – we had just passed the house of a man who used to be my patient. I made a bad choice in his care, he got mad, and he went and found another doctor. Fifteen years ago. You can’t live in a small town for decades without daily reminders of your choices. You can’t live on the earth, it sometimes seems, without your past constantly poking you and calling you out.
.
The other night at chorus we men sat and listened while the women rehearsed their own piece, SSAA. There is Linda, intent on the director and facing away from me, but the clear flute of her soprano reaches my heart. For one bright moment I am swept up in perfect love and peace. Tomorrow we’ll again flash our prickles, maybe argue about whether I’m paying attention or choosing to ignore her, but right now every choice I’ve ever made tastes sweet.
.
So here’s what Dad didn’t choose: to be alive on the 99th anniversary of his birth. Plenty of years for that ultraviolet to penetrate and warp his squamous cells and basal cells. And even though basal cell carcinoma never kills you, it will keep on growing until it bleeds and hurts. Especially if you are someone who vows on every birthday, as if you actually have a choice in the matter, to live five more. I tell the surgeon, “We choose the knife.” I tell myself, “Choose the music.”
.
❦
.
This is a bit more of that passage from the fifth chapter of Matthew, Jesus speaking to a crowd of seekers who had followed up a mountainside: You have heard it said, You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy. But I say to you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you and persecute you; that you may be the children of your Father who is in heaven: for he makes his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust. [Matthew 5:43-45 ]
.
.
❦ ❦ ❦
.
The Octopus School of Poetry
.
Yes, that they have three hearts is remarkable.
So too, the way they navigate man-made mazes.
.
That their eight arms simultaneously perform
separate tasks. That they can unscrew jar lids
.
even when they’re trapped inside the glass.
But of all the strange facts, I can’t get past
.
their ability to squirt jets of black ink,
theatrical for sure, but an effective tactic
.
to distract a hungry eel or seal or albatross –
not unlike the poem, shooting fireworks
.
to ward off what haunts us. Such a nifty trick.
Almost worth the burden of those extra hearts.
.
Denton Loving
from Feller, Mercer University Press, Macon GA; © 2025
.
❦ ❦ ❦
.
Almost worth the burden of those extra hearts.
.
I try to divert my eyes from the cover endorsements when I pick up a new book of poems. You don’t read the last page of a novel first, do you? One joy of reading poetry is the sudden encounter with a line that leaps into revelation – opening a window into the writer’s heart – or into epiphany – opening the reader’s heart.
.
Anyhow, I figure I know Denton Loving’s poetry from his books Crimes Against Birds and Tarp. I rub my hands together in anticipation of mountains and hollers, of creatures and musk. And this new book does not disappoint. Denton displays the naturalist’s eye and ear and sensibility; every poem is rich with place and presence. But Feller is even deeper and richer than nature. The natural landscape is simply gesso for the canvas – these poems are about the burden of heart. These are love poems, and loss poems. While the naturalist observes, questions, connects, we are permitted to observe and connect with his deepest feelings and honest vulnerability. These pages are a safe place to tell the truth.
.
❦
.
Denton Loving publishes interviews and reviews at https://dentonloving.com/ and has just announced a call for poems by Appalachian writers with and about disability, an upcoming anthology edited by Kendra Winchester. Denton is co-founder and editor at EastOver Press and its literary journal Cutleaf. For over a decade, he co-directed the Mountain Heritage Literary Festival at Lincoln Memorial University. He lives on a farm near the Cumberland Gap, where Tennessee, Virginia, and Kentucky meet.
.
Feller is available from Mercer University Press.
You may sample Denton Loving’s prior books here in previous posts at VERSE & IMAGE:
.
.
❦ ❦ ❦
.
The Eagle and the Drone
.
My soul leapt, you said when you witnessed
the eagle attack the drone in mid-flight –
the drone’s camera capturing its own finish,
the eagle cementing her reign of the sky.
.
When you read this, I think you’ll know
the triumphant eagle is not a symbol
of America, and neither is the lost drone.
This is no polemic or war-time parable;
.
as far as I can tell, there’s no clear wisdom
gained when we pit nature against technology.
I only know medicine men say eagles bring new vision –
like light through a lens passing obliquely
.
from air into a prism’s flat panel of glass,
refracting and separating the sun’s beams –
to help us understand our complicated past
and present, to guide us through the mysteries
.
of the future. That reminds me of the last trip
I made to visit you in Florida, when an eagle rose
from one of Highway 417’s narrow strips
of median as you drove me to the airport in Orlando.
.
The eagle winged directly toward our windshield,
and we agreed it was a very good omen:
how she caught our eyes, how pure white her bald
head appeared before she flew into the morning sun.
.
Denton Loving
from Feller, Mercer University Press, Macon GA; © 2025
.
❦ ❦ ❦
.
.
Who?
Posted in family, poetry, tagged Bill Griffin, family, Halloween, imagery, Lateral Drift, nature photography, NC Poets, poetry, Robin Greene, Southern writing on October 31, 2025| 5 Comments »
.
[with 3 poems by Robin Greene]
.
Everyone is Someone Else
.
Everyone is someone else tonight.
Sitting on hallway stairs, bowl of packaged candies
on my lap, I rise to greet four princesses – facemasks
hard and identical, two Energizer bunnies,
an army soldier in fatigues, and three wise men –
brothers they tell me. Later, as my son peels off
his Ninja costume to sleep in the chaos of his take,
two new moons, discovered around Uranus,
appear on CNN. And strangely, Uranus
is one of his spelling words this week.
The world seems driven by repetitions:
the ant’s legs scrambling across the kitchen tile,
sheet rain blowing against window glass,
the perennial grass relentless beneath
our feet. Robert Creeley once removed
his glass eye in a poetry workshop and described life
as a dress rehearsal, but never said for what . . . .
And once there was a man I loved and married.
We made three babies, but one died inside me,
and I bled for a month. Sometimes I pretend
that shit like this just happens, and whatever
meaning I search for is like searching for the faces
of strangers on this Halloween: behind masks
are masks, behind motion is motion.
.
Robin Greene
from Lateral Drift, Windows on History Press, Durham NC; © 2002
.
❦ ❦ ❦
.
For now we see through a glass, darkly; but (even) then face to face.
I Corinthians 13:12 (KJV – adapted)
.
Is everyone someone else, or just me? Am I who I seem to be, and would I let you know if I weren’t? I was that kid in English class who read every story in the book even though only four were assigned. I was the guy mixing and measuring in the back of the lab while the chemistry teacher was up front confounding the class. In college they had to drag me out of the science building every night when it closed. I chose medicine as my profession from some hazy expectation that it would let me keep learning new stuff all my life.
.
Now in my closing decades I want to say, “Stop! I’ve learned enough!” I don’t need to know any more than I do right now about all the hard stuff. Parent, caregiver, worrier, fuckup – enough! There is only one way, however, that life will finally drag you out of the classroom. To paraphrase a caution about Nature: Life gives you the test first, then teaches you the lesson.
.
A mirror, like a person, ages. Over a century shiny metal applied to glass tarnishes and darkens. It reveals its pits and blemishes. Attrition, wearing down, is not far from contrition, wearing ashes. Paul writing his first letter to the Corinthians expects us to outgrow our foolishness and confusion, set aside childish ways and think like grownups. He dangles the promise that we may experience eternity with God face to face. I hope that’s true, that my self is more durable than my molecules, but I wonder about all this learning and knowing in the meantime. Life – has it been worth it? Even the person who passes with an “A” still answered 5% wrong. That adds up to a lot of foolishness and confusion I am carrying.
.
Even gazing into a dark mirror, I still see myself face to face. Who is that looking back? All the knowing I’ve tried so hard to accumulate and hold onto, all the elements I’ve combined into myself, in that mirror they become shadows fading away at the periphery. The person in that mirror – who is he really? Perhaps on my final day, when the blazing light of the universe is revealed and ultimate mysteries are mysterious no longer, I will also see, clear and defined, face to face, me.
.
.
❦ ❦ ❦
.
The Necklace
.
Under cool running water, my mother clutches
a knife, debones chicken breasts the color
.
of a winter moon; I’ll never be a woman,
I think and rise from my half-lotus
.
on the countertop – eight years-old –
my flat, tight body still an ally.
.
My mother and I never speak of this
apprenticeship, field archeologist
.
I’ve become, unearthing the glyphs
and ruins of my gender
.
until my father and brother arrive,
noisy as blind men,
.
bumping their way across the linoleum tiles –
breaking our silence
.
as though it were neither real
nor holy.
.
Later, the smells of cologne, hairspray
filter through the house.
.
Steam from the iron sizzles
on its aluminum pad
.
as mother presses
my father’s slacks and shirt,
.
and sets up snacks for the babysitter –
fashioning each small part of our lives
.
as though they were hand-made beads
for a necklace some Inca woman
.
might make and pass down
to her only daughter.
.
Robin Greene
from Lateral Drift, Windows on History Press, Durham NC; © 2002
.
❦ ❦ ❦
.
Just as an earthquake or long drought may expose new strata to the paleontologist’s questing eye, so a pile of books tumbling off a desk. Robin Greene wrote these poems in Lateral Drift twenty-five years ago. When I open the book today for the first time, how powerfully the lines still reach out to me and into me. How truthfully they speak; how in the present they are; how they open themselves, and me. Who is the voice in these unsheathed knives of stories? Who was she then, and is she still? But why even ask such a thing? The poems are who they are made to be; they carry the light and the darkness they were created for.
.
Better to ask instead, Who am I as I read these poems? I am a man opening myself to receive the truth of a woman’s struggles and the marrow of her knowing. I am a person old enough to have grandchildren yet I become a child and a young parent and Lord knows what in the tangle and turbulence of these stories. I am someone who knows little, perhaps nothing at all, until I am willing to sit down for a moment in this silence filled with words.
.
After I’ve read the book, read it through a second time, spoken some poems, typed out a few favorites in order to learn them through my fingers as well as through my eyes and breath, then I turn back to the title page and test memory and find this: 11/17/01 To Bill, Best wishes, Robin Greene. Time is not metallic, unspooling keen enough to slice you if you try to hold it still or alter its shape; time is froth and broth and no telling what may next boil to the surface. There you discover the one advantage of having lived seventy years – you have plenty to add to the stew.
.
❦
.
Robin Greene has bubbled and boiled plenty since she signed my copy of Lateral Drift. She is cofounder of Longleaf Press and also cofounder of Sandhills Dharma Group. She retired as Professor of English and Writing, and Director of the Writing Center at Methodist University in Fayetteville, NC. She continues to write and publish poetry, fiction, and non-fiction from her home in Hendersonville, NC.
.
Robin Greene – Artist’s Statement
.
.
❦ ❦ ❦
.
What the Leaves Said
.
As I walked in the woods today,
early October, the leaves fell –
.
individually – through stark, shining air,
until one of them unfolded its
.
blood-red palm in my outstretched
hand and whispered a word
.
before joining its kin on the forest floor.
I had stopped for a moment, noticing
.
sunlight opening up shadows,
shifting its radiance in light wind
.
across the new landscape as leaves
shook from beech and oak,
.
and I listened: one word becoming
many, becoming one.
.
Robin Greene
from Lateral Drift, Windows on History Press, Durham NC; © 2002
.
❦ ❦ ❦
.
.
.




![[#Beginning of Shooting Data Section]<br /> Nikon CoolPix2500<br /> 0000/00/00 00:00:00<br /> JPEG (8-bit) Normal<br /> Image Size: 1600 x 1200<br /> Color<br /> ConverterLens: None<br /> Focal Length: 5.6mm<br /> Exposure Mode: Programmed Auto<br /> Metering Mode: Multi-Pattern<br /> 1/558.9 sec - f/4.5<br /> Exposure Comp.: 0 EV<br /> Sensitivity: Auto<br /> White Balance: Auto<br /> AF Mode: AF-S<br /> Tone Comp: Auto<br /> Flash Sync Mode: Front Curtain<br /> Electric Zoom Ratio: 1.00<br /> Saturation comp: 0<br /> Sharpening: Auto<br /> Noise Reduction: OFF<br /> [#End of Shooting Data Section]](https://griffinpoetry.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/10/dscn0524.jpg?w=500)









[…] About […]