[with 3 poems by Rebecca Baggett]
How many grooves are there in a 12-inch 33 ⅓ rpm long-play record? The seven-year old doesn’t think us a bit odd when we fish out the big black discs and set them spinning: Burl Ives, Disney Princess theme songs, John Denver and the Muppets. She sings along with Miss Piggy, “Five Go-old Rings!” Would she have hopped off the couch last night and boogied with us to The James Gang cranked to the max on Funk 48?
We still have a landline at our house and until recently a rotary dial phone in the basement. I just read that only this year is Chuckie Cheese phasing out software updates shipped on 3.5 inch disks – which the article called “floppies” (remember? 5 ¼ inch, 360 kb, don’t toss them into a drawer with any magnets). Physical artifacts may be relegated to the landfill, but words remain our tools even if we’ve never knapped a flint. Dial it for me. The car won’t crank. Meet me at half-past (fractional arc of an analog circle?).
Last week I checked in at radiology for an x-ray. The young woman entered all my identifiers and when she got to my email address, she remarked, “Gee, AOL, I haven’t heard that one in a while.” Darlin’, that just means I’ve been jacked into the internet since before you were born. Juggling floppies. Writing DOS batch files before breakfast. And I’ll bet you don’t even know how many grooves.
Just one. That’s all it takes to be real groovy.
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Before the Stories Begin
Before the stories begin, the mothers die,
setting their daughters adrift, little coracles
bobbing rudderless, at the mercy of river currents
and ocean tides. Abandoned in forests so thick
no light touches their ferny floors, imprisoned
in crumbling towers guarded by rampant brambles,
banished to the dank depths of castle kitchens.
But here is the alternate reading:
Before the stories can begin, the mothers must die,
setting their daughters free – released from cautioning
fingers and pursed lips, from disapproving quirks
of a brow, from warnings weighted with echoes of warnings,
the line of foremothers frowning down the generations.
The daughters find themselves oddly light,
abruptly free to renounce titles and abandon kingdoms
for life on the high seas, to fall in love with a man-beast
deep in the forest, a stable boy, a fairy godmother.
To seclude themselves in towers full of groaning
bookshelves, to spend their days squinting
at the twisting calligraphy of ancient manuscripts,
to aim telescopes toward the night skies,
to rename all the stars.
Rebecca Baggett
from The Woman Who Lives Without Money, Regal House Publishing, Raleigh, NC, © 2022
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Words are artifacts by which we might glimpse the world. Words are not the world; words do not contain the world nor create the world; words are simply pebbles someone has painted, incised, knapped and dropped along the path. But Oh, how words may guide us along that path!
Rebecca Baggett is an inherent and inveterate sesquipedalian, as she confesses in the poem by that title in her book, The Woman Who Lives Without Money: a lover of complicated ‘foot-and-a-half long’ words. And yet the words she uses to craft these mysterious, marvelous, poignant, sad, hilarious poems are seemingly simple words. Everyone knows these words, these comfortable and familiar words. How Rebecca has painted, incised, and knapped these words, though! How she has lined them up and breathed into them meaning they had only dreamed of. How wonderful is the world she reveals in this ethereal and at once solid collection of words, such telling artifacts, these powerful words.
The Woman Who Lives Without Money (Regal House Publishing, 2022) is the winner of the 2020 Terry J. Cox Poetry Award. Rebecca has also published four chapbooks, including God Puts on the Body of a Deer, winner of the 2010 Main Street Rag Chapbook Contest. She was born in coastal North Carolina and his lived her adult life in Athens, Georgia.
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Weeping Willow
The willow missed
the children, their chatter –
like squirrels, but more various
and musical – missed
the sparrow-light bodies pressed
against her, the secrets
they whispered, how thy clung
to her branches with their small
hands, the way their legs twined
around her.
++++++++++ Nothing inhabited her
like that, nothing loved
so fiercely or so foolishly.
They believed they would be
hers forever,
++++++++++ did not understand,
at all, necessity, compulsion,
letting go
Rebecca Baggett
from The Woman Who Lives Without Money, Regal House Publishing, Raleigh, NC, © 2022
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Chestnut
I touched a chestnut sapling
in the Georgia mountains.
My friend writes of the great trees
and their vanishing,
but I have seen a young chestnut,
tender and green, rising from its ashes.
I, too, write of loss and grief,
the hollow they carve
in the chest,
but that hollow may shelter
some new thing,
a life I could not
have imagined or wished,
a life I would never
have chosen. I have seen
the chestnut rising,
luminous,
from its own bones,
from the ash of its first life.
Rebecca Baggett
from The Woman Who Lives Without Money, Regal House Publishing, Raleigh, NC, © 2022
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katherine Soniat
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all lovely, especially that finely unique title poem, Rebecca.
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Thanks for sharing, Katherine. I keep coming back to the line, “renaming all the stars . . .” —B
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Oh, how I wish I could have seen our forests dominated by giant chestnut trees. I remember only one small dying chestnut above our home. Its demise marked the transition of my life from innocent abandon into the harsh adult world.
I enjoyed your visit into yesterday, those times etched like grooves in my memory.
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Grooves (smile). Thanks, Les. We have four or five chestnuts along the MST in southern Surry County that are bearing nuts before the blight overtakes them. I remember the first time in the mountains I found leaves on a stem rising up from a huge and ancient decayed stump. Nineteenth century Elkin was largely supported by leather tanning mills using chestnut bark for tannin. —B
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I’ve seen many sprouts, but none that bear nuts. There was a tannery in Old Fort where my grandfather worked. They flumed logs from up Curtis Creek. My.mother remembered “walking the flume,” to go to Old Fort from their house upon the mountain.
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I love your selections, Bill. The whole book is wonderful–it must be difficult to choose which poems to feature. Probably my favorite in the book is “Tree, Salt, Sea.” I see my sister and our life at the ocean so clearly in that poem.
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Thanks for that, Pam. I do find myself visualizing you and Rebecca in some of the poems. And YES, very hard to pick three out of a wonderful whole! Some day I’ll reveal my completely idiosyncratic non-process. —B
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“Weeping Willow” is particularly striking. Its elegant extended metaphor captures the pathos of fierce attachment and letting go. Anyone who has raised a child to adulthood knows these feeling(s). Well done.
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Thanks for this reaction and insight. Will pass it along to Rebecca. —B
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Thank you for this post. I am intrigued by the title of her collection. I want to read it.
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There are a number of poems about The Woman Who Lives Without in the collection. The entire book is excellent. —B
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You’ve done it again Bill, piqued my word curiosity, reminded me of the turntable in the attic calling for repair, taken me to the chestnut along our E & A Rail-Trail and given me hope for a return of a tuned up chestnut able to withstand the blight. Keep them coming buddy.
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Thanks, Neighbor. I’m always on the lookout for hope. —B
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