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In Praise of Home

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[with poems from Shelby Stephenson’s PRAISES]
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The World Leads Us to the Arts and Back
+++ for Sam Ragan (December 31, 1915 – May 11, 1996)
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How glad I am that my school helped move your hand toward journalism
and poetry and democracy with a little “d.” Cleveland High School:
This land of ours if full of schools, schools both great and
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small; when it comes to praising them, why my school beats them all.
I’m proud you graduated from my Johnston County alma mater. I’m
sorry your family lost the farm in Granville, around Berea, Shake Rag,
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Stem. You came to Bailey’s Crossroads, lived near Ebenezer Church,
among the Ogburns; your love of words showered acres, snuffling the
burning crosses. Hope was your story, lyric, svelte. Poverty? You
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wrote in “That Summer”: “a wild turkey flew out of the woods / And
even if it was out of season, He fed a family for two days. / And it was
better than that mud turtle / That looked like mud and tasted
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like mud.” I loved to walk into your office piled high with papers.
You’d peer over them, rise, jingle some change in your pocket and say,
“Well, what do you know?” “On a scale of one to five, Sam, about
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minus two,” I’d say. Your vacations you took in your office, mostly.
Sunday mornings? When I’d drive by, I’d see your Buick parked beside
The Pilot.
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Shelby Stephenson
from PRAISES, Main Street Rag Publishing Company, Charlotte, North Carolina. © 2021.
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Can a poem which is simply a list mean anything? Can a list of place names – counties and towns and neighborhoods and destinations – catch in the throat and widen the eyes? What are all these words if not the name someone has found for home?
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Canton, Carolina, Carrollton, Carpinteria, Cary, Chapel Hill,
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Driving south from Ohio, we exit I-77 at Pearisburg (the four-lane still under construction up the escarpment), careen switchbacks from Fancy Gap to Mount Airy, then cross the state line into North Carolina: at their first glimpse of Pilot Mountain, my parents break out in unison every time, “Here’s to the Land of the Longleaf Pine, a summer land where the sun doth shine . . . .”
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Cleveland, Columbia, Dan, Dauphin, Durham, Edenton,
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But I wasn’t born here. I didn’t grow up here. A couple of summer weeks in Morehead with Nana, Bogue Sound funk and fig preserves; in Hamlet, the iron bed in the back bedroom with Grandaddy’s snores, his Old Spice and gun oil; a swing past the house on Runymede near Old Salem where Mom grew up – phantoms, atavisms, only glimpses and dreams, none of them really my home. So why do the names in Shelby Stephenson’s Precedence, the introductory poem in his book PRAISES, why do they have the power to squeeze my heart?
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Hamlet, Harnett, Highlands, Hillsborough, Huntersville,
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Five days after we married Linda and I moved to Durham: June 20, 1974. That’s hot breath on the neck of fifty years in North Carolina and Lord how I have wanted to call this place my home! The generations of Griffins plowing fields in Union County, can they bring me home? Great-grandmother Griffin holding me on her knee in that old photo in Mt. Gilead above the dam, can she? Two kids born in Durham County General, two grandkids at Hugh Chatham in Elkin, surely they must be able. There must be something that can heal me of the apprehension that in any conversation someone may at any moment accuse, “You’re not from around here, are you?”
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Nashville, New Bern, New Hope, Neuse, Northampton, North Wilkesboro
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This book of Shelby’s has come as close as anything. His long and careful listing A to Z – I read and recall all the clay and sand and sod Linda and I have trod. That summer we lived in Clinton and she learned to drive. The sweet corn from his garden Dr. Murphy bestowed when I externed with him in Hillsborough. Two little kids with us on those rotations in Fayetteville, Goldsboro, Mt. Olive. Every detail of all the lighthouses climbed, of Tryon Palace, of the Town Creek Mounds, of our little patch of Blue Ridge. Hiking the state parks and greenways and nature trails in all seasons and all weathers, even Nags Head Woods in February and Roanoke Sound beginning to freeze. Years and changes and the earth moving beneath our feet.
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Wake Forest, Waxhaw, Weaverville, Weymouth, Winston-Salem
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Dang, I guess we are from around here. Thank you, Shelby, you who still live on Paul’s Hill in the house where you were born, thank you for opening the door that invites us all inside to discover that we’re home.
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After that one prefatory poem, each page of Shelby Stephenson’s PRAISES is just that – praise and homage for those who have created literature and art in North Carolina for 300 years. He begins with John Lawson (b. 1674) and George Moses Horton (b. ~1798) and ends a hundred pages later with Jill McCorkle (b. 1958) and Randall Kenan (b. 1963). Many of the poems are rooted in anecdote and personal friendship but they reach into the heart of everything that makes the writing vital. Perhaps there is no North Carolinian past or present who could have created such a treasure. As Ron Smith writes on the cover, “Shelby Stephenson does not offer lyric effusion in a neutral space; he demonstrates that Emerson’s “the mind of the Past” is best encountered through the generous sensibility of a grounded poet. . . . This volume should be in every collection devoted to Southern Studies.”
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. . . Every form grows beauty 
and impermanence, layers of voices, precise as one head, hand, face,
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page, pen.
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Making Words Breathe Conscience
+++ for Jaki Shelton Green (June 19, 1953 – )
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One day I went to her poetry reading.
I stole tones and breaths of her poet’s song.
I could hear Billie Holliday singing “Strange Fruit.”
I wanted to ask for mercy,
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Undo history’s botched economics,
when the mercury’s 103 and there is
more to do with heat than trees.
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I stubbed my toe in the room,
to doubt the river branching
blossoms, watery,
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in Efland
running
with wild deer and rabbits,
Carolina wrens turning
oceans to hope,
a thing with hymns
and children whiling
desire, their shoes digging
ruts a flagpole schools.
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Possums wobbled
cobbled swamps,
home of the blue-tailed hare.
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Listen, she hears this.
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Shelby Stephenson
from PRAISES, Main Street Rag Publishing Company, Charlotte, North Carolina. © 2021.
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Looking for the Apple Tree
 . +++ for Fred Chappell (May 28, 1936 – )
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+++ HIS NAME that was ever used was Stovebolt Johnson and he was a short
+++ black man, heavily muscled, a chunk of a man.” (The opening sentence in
+++ the story “Blue Dive” in Moments of Light)
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++++++++++ I
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He loves to salute with a drink
And raise a wrinkling thumb
Towards intellection, think,
I mean, then throw all thought to some
Seeming lore a shortstop
Might snag, talking up baseball.
He can carry on about a hog-box
And make you see the hog, a Farmall
In the mix, and Pope, too,
Alexander, I mean: never would he
Name a poem for any part of the pope, though.
His work’s morality plays the wee
Canton, his stomping ground, though he left
It here and there,
For occasional sightings as allegory.
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++++++++++ II
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I’ve seen Lee Jones ride a bucket down
To clean out our lot-well
And to retrieve my mother’s doggie, brownie.
I read River to a bunch of students
Once and they sprouted shoots and shouts
When I danced in front of them,
Letting Virgil Campbell swear he could
Shoot the god-raging Pigeon swurging
In his pants, the yard, the rose
Garden gate, open, debris watering fast
Familiar voices gushing from a cathedral funeral,
Yet common as a mule drinking water from a trough,
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And, lo, Fred came out with three more volumes,
Bloodfire, Wind Mountain, Earthsleep,
And I was sore surprised the tenor
Of the faces of parents and grandparents,
The children passing by, the cornered bull
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In the pasture, all lounged animals and human flesh
In lineages for miles to keep away
The drinking Virgil put into words,
The fish slapping and sliding for lures
Snagging murmurs of drifting glasses
Shot-filled and choked with gregarious whiffs
Undoing his own talking.
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++++++++++ III
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In prose, essays, fiction,
Short stories, forms diction,
Multi-told tales along
Side villanelles, sestinas, you name it, Infinity, Plus One,
The scattered debris of chewed billy goat wads,
the cuds of cows on the Blue Ridge, the lows
Murmuring indolence dependent
On freedom he lends
To every piece, hails,
Then takes on the world again and nails
A greeting the page spans – he makes me laugh right out and smile
Aslant at rhythms working syllables mile by mile
Until haints themselves
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wallow down beside me, as if to say,
Goodnight, Somewhere, there’s a beyond
The world’s engine dawdles:
The raised fist for freedom
Shines humor for consolation;
Wanting not to be bored, the Muse of Music
Surprises him with more news,
A book of verse, collection of stories, another novel.
Universes, constellations, – lower
Shoals for minnows fanning
Swirling apple blossoms bedding
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Shelby Stephenson
from PRAISES, Main Street Rag Publishing Company, Charlotte, North Carolina. © 2021.
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Shelby Stephenson earned many awards for teaching during his long tenure at UNC Pembroke, where he also edited Pembroke Magazine and raised it to national prominence. He served as Poet Laureate of North Carolina 2015-2018. Recent books: Possum (Bright Hill Press), winner of Brockman-Campbell Award; Elegies for Small Game (Press 53), winner of Roanoke-Chowan Award; Family Matters: Homage to July, the Slave Girl (Bellday Books), the Bellday Prize; Paul’s Hill: Homage to Whitman (Sir Walter Press); Our World (Press 53); Fiddledeedee (The Bunny and the Crocodile Press; reprinted by Press 53); Nin’s Poem (St. Andrews University Press); Slavery and Freedom on Paul’s Hill (Press 53); Shelby’s Lady: The Hog Poems (Fernwood Press). He lives at the homeplace on Paul’s Hill, where he was born.
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Author Clyde Edgerton says of Shelby: “He writes poems that skin raccoons, sweeten the pot-likker, shine through the window, and sing like a gold and silver bird. I’m lucky to know the boy.”
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Doughton Park Tree -- 5/1/2021

Patience

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[with poems by Pat Riviere-Seel]
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Letting Go
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Today the trees release their leaves. The wind
a breath that calls the colors down to earth –
wild dance with crimson, gold and brown
aloft in death, unfurling flaming fields
and forest floor. If I could hurl myself
like this into each ending, long for nothing
sure or safe,
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+++++ descend, a woman trusting the fall,
I’d release all claim to expectation,
breathe the air of possibility,
find beginnings everywhere.
I’d settle down to loamy earth long enough
to nourish what waits, growing still
in the summons from a savage world.
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Pat Riviere-Seel
from Nothing Below But Air, Main Street Rag Publishing, Charlotte, NC. © 2014
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Books are patient. Perhaps not the words within their pages, sometimes so flash-in-the-pan, sometimes arrogantly urgent, even caustic. Paragraphs may wheedle, whine, cajole, browbeat. Paper, on the other hand, ink and glue, they will wait for you as long as they must. As long as it takes. If you care for a book, it will not curl its covers like the arms across her chest of a seven-year old who scowls as you attend to something that is not her. The book is patient. It will be ready when you are, and only then.
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Which means, I suppose, that I’m ready. I spy the name on its slender spine, wiggle it free while its companions try to slide out with it (Now, now, patience!). I’ve know it was in the pile waiting for me. I know I’ve opened it a time or two in some misty past. I know I will recognize some of the poems on its pages. But this is the day I, it, we have been waiting for. I sit down, open to the title page, turn once to read the contents and section headings, move on to the first poem prepared to read every page until it ends. I enter the book’s world.
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Please don’t scoff “cliché” when I tell you this book has transported me. The poems ignore any strictures of time and space; on each page I land in another moment of the writer’s life and I live it with her. Perhaps a few minutes pass, perhaps an hour, but when I lay the book down again I discover I am in a different place. Doesn’t each journey create a new journeyer? I look around, I blink, I realize I know things and have felt things I never knew or felt before.
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More than twenty years ago, at one of the first North Carolina Poetry Society meetings I ever attended, I discovered myself in conversation with a red-haired woman describing the poem she had just shared at open mic, and how she’d recently attended a family reunion in Lewisville, NC. “Interesting,” I said, “A few years before my grandmother died we had a big reunion of her family in Lewisville. At the little Methodist church there. My great-great-great-grandfather is buried in the churchyard.” “Why, that’s were we had our reunion, too. My great-great-grandfather was once minister and is buried there. His name was Doub.” “As in Reverend J.N.S Doub? My Mom’s great-great-grandfather?!” Thus the beginning of an enduring friendship with my third cousin once removed, Pat Riviere-Seel.
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Pat’s wonderful Nothing Below But Air has been more than worth the wait. The title is perfectly apt. Pat explores every relationship, whether with family, parents, lovers, with no safety net and no climbing harness. Will she fall? Don’t we all? The most dangerous and revealing relationship she explores is with herself, the self that evolves and grows from youthful mistakes through adult rebellion toward confident maturity. She through her poems emerges finally into that honest self-awareness and humility that only come when you’re willing to leap. And for the nosy cousin, scattered among the poems is evidence of the wildest, highest leap of all, her late-in-life marriage to Ed. Happy 26th anniversary, Cousin, coming up on November 29! And thank you for this rich and personal poetry, as always enriching our friendship.
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You can still order your copy of Nothing Below But Air from the Main Street Rag bookstore. It is still waiting for you. Patiently.
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. . . and discover more from Pat Riviere-Seel HERE . . .
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I took today’s photographs on July 6, 2023 at the North Carolina Aquarium in Pine Knoll Shores. There are also NC Aquaria in Manteo on Roanoke Island, at Fort Fisher near Kure Beach, and on Jennette’s Pier in Nags Head. Each is different from the others and each worth a visit.
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What Emmett Saw
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I outran a storm as he took aim,
his lens focused on distant clouds.
Next morning my anonymous back
appeared in black and white, front page,
local section. Gathering Storm, the caption read.
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I held a backbend till my spine
almost snapped so he could photograph
my profile against the setting sun.
I mounted rooftops, shook
my rusty curls over staircase railings.
I shimmied into trees and once sat
hours under white lights, watching him
watch me. Behind the bellows
he framed a girl whose portrait
won him best in show. It hangs now
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on my bedroom wall, passport
to the days with Emmett,
who embraced grassy slopes,
winter limbs, captured
the woman I was becoming.
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It was the year I exploded –
my first husband, gone
before I turned twenty. Good
sense abandoned, I coiled,
a copperhead ready to sing my fangs
into kindness – showed up drunk
or stoned, canceled dates,
used every curse word I know
but banished all endearments.
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Emmett endured.
I did everything he asked,
even walked the railroad trestle
at dawn in a white bikini –
stumbling, heavy with sleep,
my feet perched on a metal rail
and nothing below but air.
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Pat Riviere-Seel
from Nothing Below But Air, Main Street Rag Publishing, Charlotte, NC. © 2014
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First Question
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After the introductions, polite talk
about what brought you here,
twenty miles from the nearest town,
someone always asks, what do you do?
not meaning what is your job-title-status,
but what sustains you,
how the rhythm of your life
keeps you alive.
+++++ Here it is enough
to garden, to run, to knit,
to wipe sot from small noses,
to brush horses in twilight, to spend
your nights on Celo Knob, to know
the names of wildflower, to let
your breath count the hours.
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Pat Riviere-Seel
from Nothing Below But Air, Main Street Rag Publishing, Charlotte, NC. © 2014
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There must be hundreds of ways to read books, but here’s my favorite for a volume of poetry: phone and computer in another room, on the couch with my feet up or better yet out on the screened porch, ceiling fan in summer, warm jacket in winter. I ignore the cover blurbs until later – this is my time to spend with these poems – then I read straight through from the table of contents to the endnotes. Maybe it takes more than one sitting. Maybe I read some pages more than once. Straight through, though, is a way to connect on a deeper level with the writer, who no doubt had all these poems spread out on the living room floor for days trying to figure out which one should come next. And did figure it out.
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And each book flies its own little banner, an index card for notes. I jot page number and titles I want to return to. I copy out lines that just slay me. I discover themes or recurrent images. After the final page I go back through and read my favorites again. And then one more process before I share these poems with you, O unusually dedicated reader of this blog to have made it this far down the screen – I type the poems out myself. Interesting how re-typing a poem can reveal the bones beneath its skin, make its whispers audible.
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Thank you for sharing this space and for enlarging the joy that poetry creates
— Bill
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Doughton Park Tree 2020-11-22
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[with poems by Frank X Walker]
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Statues of Liberty
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mamma scrubbed
rich white porcelain
and hard wood floors
on her hands and knees
hid her pretty face and body
in sack dresses
and aunt jemima scarves
from predators
who assumed
for a few extra dollars
before christmas
in dark kitchen pantries
they could unwrap her
present
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aunt helen, her sister
took in miss emereen’s laundry
every Saturday morning
sent it back
had washed, air dried,
starched
ironed, folded
and cleaner
than any professional service
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she waited patiently
for her good white woman
to die
and make good on her promise
to leave her
a little something
only to leave her first
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aunt bertha, the eldest
exported her maternal skills
to suburbia
to provide surrogate attention
to children of money and privilege
and spent every other moment
preaching about
the richness of the afterlife
before the undertaker
took her
to see for herself
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housekeepers
washer women
maids
a whole generation
of portable day care centers
traded their days for dimes
allowing other women
the freedom to shop
and sunbathe
the opportunity to school
or work
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this curse-swallowing sorority
dodged dicks
and bosses
before postwar women
punched clocks
they birthed civil and human rights
gave the women’s movement
legs
sacrificed their then
to pave the way for a NOW
their hard-earned pennies
sent us off to college
and into the world
our success is their reward
we are their monuments
but they
are our statues of liberty
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Frank X Walker
from Affrilachia, Old Cove Press, Lexington KY. © 2000
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She and I squat beside the mudgreen puddle and discover a universe. I can’t quit watching the inch-long worms grubbing through the muck, their muscular tubular bodies, how they poke their siphon up to the break the surface tension. Is that the head-end or the butt-end? Lily points out the cadres of dusky tadpoles, some sprouting new legs, and she suspects they’re connected to the vibrato croaks we’ll soon hear from overhanging branches at dusk. Lily’s mom, Jodi, and I play Dueling Nature Apps to see who can broadcast Cope’s Grey Treefrog first.
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In a couple of weeks, Lily will return to Kentucky for her senior year at Berea. I don’t know her major but her field of study is the earth and all that’s in it. When she was seven (and eight, and nine . . .) and came down from West Virginia to North Carolina to spend a summer week at Camp Auntie Lin & Uncle Bill, she was the little girl picking up every bug we encountered and calling out the name of every bird that sang. This afternoon she has showed me her newest drawings: wildflowers, amphibians, a howling wolf. Her big plush firefly is already packed with her other critters for college. If your home is a cabin in the woods and your mother is a Park Service Ranger, how could you become other than a lily of the mountains?
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Now the shadows are stretching out across the Crownbeard and Yarrow and the last breeze of July has knocked off several degrees. Jodi’s birthday gathering with sisters draws to an end; Linda, Saul, and I have to head back south. Tomorrow at first light the roofers will arrive with slate-gray tin for Jodi and Lily’s new cabin, and the two women ask me for one last favor. I lug three stout logs from the woodpile and stand them on end to half ring the tadpole puddle. Jodi will flag it so the drivers don’t squash their trucks through the little persistent pool of new life. For the next two weeks, Lily will visit every day to mark the tree frogs’ and peepers’ metamorphosis. When she completes her classes in the spring and drives east again on Rte. 60, the Midland Trail, back to this little hilltop of trees and creatures, no doubt a new chorus will greet her.
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I am thankful for names that anchor their meaning into my sieve-like memory – Tetraptera; Erythrophthalmus; Frank X Walker. I noticed poems by Frank X popping up in my favorite anthologies, like Black Nature and The Ecopoetry Anthology. The universe kept inviting me to read more, to add this new species to my lexicon, and then I discovered that Frank X Walker will be the instructor at the inaugural Tremont Writer’s Workshop in the Smokies. The universe led me to his books.
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Affrilachia is deep as the Ohio River Valley and broad as the Cumberland Mountains; it is angry and also healing, somber and laugh-out-loud. Most of all, Affrilachia is unique. Frank X Walker’s voice is true and sure from page to page to page but what a voice, rural and hip, local and universal, Southern and Black. I could not put this collection down. Then twenty years later, with many other books in between, comes Last Will, Last Testament. This is an extremely focused book, the first months of his son’s birth and the last month’s of his father’s death, but within these transecting interconnected events the man tells his entire life’s story. He concludes In Another Universe with these lines: Forgiveness is our new last name, / Loving is our first. But he is not describing some distant unattainable universe; these lines are the universe of Frank X Walker’s now. From isolation, loss, and pain come revelation and joy. I have been richly blessed by these poems.
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Tetraptera means ‘four wings’ and is the species name of Carolina Silverbell. Erythrophthalmus means ‘red eye’ and is the species name for Eastern Towhee. Frank X Walker means ‘multidisciplinary artist’ and first African American poet laureate of Kentucky and he has been voted one of the most creative professors in the South. Frank X is founding editor of pluck! The Journal of Affrilachian Arts & Culture and is Professor of English and African American and Africana Studies at the University of Kentucky in Lexington.
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Harvest Time
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Cancer came
on quiet possum feet
disguised as pneumonia,
until the steady hack and cough
just wouldn’t go away.
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Everybody but him had forgotten
that he smoked
two packs a day for fifty years.
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When he added up the cost,
realized he could buy that tiller
he wanted +++ in a month,
he took his last puff
and quit +++ without blinking.
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If only he could use it
on the tension in this room
and plow up the nastiness,
mistrust, and division
rooted in the dirt
from a past he can no longer
turn under the ground.
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Frank X Walker
from Last Will, Last Testament, Accents Publishing, Lexington KY. © 2019
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Afrofuturistic Messaging
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When I hear him laughing
until he runs out of breath,
gulping more air and giggling again
at something unseen in the ether,
or catch him staring intently
over my shoulder
in the direction
of our Dogon masks
at something invisible
and possibly vibrating
in a spectrum of light only accessible
to the newly-arrived
or those about to depart,
I assume it is you +++ or mama
continuing one of the last and best
conversations you had on this side,
or exchanging coordinates.
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He, barely a haiku, had just met you
and began jabbering and cooing
in couplets, like an old friend
from some other space and time.
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You were even happier
to stare into familiar eyes,
to be comforted
about all that was ahead,
to catch up
with the old and the knew,
the breath between you
transforming into something
interdimensional,
the twinkle in your eye
starlight
from another galaxy.
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Frank X Walker
from Last Will, Last Testament, Accents Publishing, Lexington KY. © 2019
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Affrilachia
(for gurney & anne)
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thoroughbred racing
and hee haw
are burdensome images
for kentucky sons
venturing beyond the mason-dixon
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anywhere in appalachia
is about as far
as you could get
from our house
in the projects
yet
a mutual appreciation
for fresh greens
and cornbread
an almost heroic notion
of family
and porches
makes us kinfolk
somehow
but having never ridden
bareback
or sidesaddle
and being inexperienced
at cutting
hanging
or chewing tobacco
yet still feeling
complete and proud to say
that some of the bluegrass
is black
enough to know
that being ‘colored’ and all
is generally lost
somewhere between
the dukes of hazzard
and the beverly hillbillies
but if you think
makin’ ‘shine from corn
is as hard as kentucky coal
imagine being
an Affrilachian
poet
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Frank X Walker
from Affrilachia, Old Cove Press, Lexington KY. © 2000
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2020-03-07 Doughton Park Tree